Almost two years struggling to survive in the real world.

For the past two years, I would say that I’m a guy who is driven by goals.

I’m not a money driven. Yet. 

Realize that this industry will never make me a rich person or earning me big bucks in short time.

Realize that complaining about your pay will not help either.

So, why still rant about it?

and so,  I decided just go with the flow. Everything would be just fine.

From time to time, I’ve defined my own goals and trying hard to achieve it.

These goals just to make sure I never stop learning and improve.

These goals to make sure my foundation is strong.

Now looking back, did I achieved it? Yes and No.

I really do think I could do better than this.

I should sit down and think about it and

make sure I don’t fucked up my life.

Now, I wish I could find myself a better place to stay

A new place, new environment and a new lifestyle.

My life is now so predictable and dull.

Wake up, drive, work, eat, game, eat, self-improvement, sleep.

That’s why once a while I wish I could travel and meet new people during office hour.

Sitting at the same place facing the same LCD screen everyday. Gosh!

I miss those days when living in D-38-B. I guess ‘they’ are missing those days as well.

Those are very colorful life comparing now.

Look around you, found that those friends are not there anymore.

All I have with me now is career.

Praying real hard for interesting and big projects,

New challenges.

Something that I can work on that could change this low pace and predictable working life.

Even better if could get more people in the house working together

Learning from each others, sharing stories and jokes.

bla bla bla…signing out!

Painted this last year April. I think I did pretty good in sketch stage but totally screw up in painting stage. Can’t achieve the color that I want and at the same time, my PC got crashed because infected by virus.

So, I gave up again.

Found this hidden in a old folder. Painted this 2 years back. I don’t think I’m gonna continue this piece in the near future. 

It was 4 years ago when I first dreamt of modeling out my future house in 3D and at the same time brush up my 3Ds Max skill preparing for my FYP. I failed to do so after my patient burned out as I can’t get the result that I wanted. I’ve spent so much time on rendering till 6 am in the morning and I gave up.

Above is my unfinished work of a 3D rendered living room.

Once reach, me and Ashley collect the ticket.

Ashley and cosplayers.

Plenary Hall, KL Convention Centre

Performing lots of classic game music like Super Mario Bros, Tetris, Zelda, Sonic the Hedgehog, Contra, Space Invader and many more.  My personal favourite is One Wing Angel, Metal Gear Solid and Chrono Cross.

Autograph session.

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I enjoy looking out at my window during the rainy day. The rain is about to stop and it’s time to go for work out at the gym. Chiowz!

Just a random shot outside my window few weeks ago. Enjoy looking out my window especially rainy day.